Do not pitying me

I hate being pitied. That indicates a gap of ..fate? fortune? power? 

I don't like to be reminded how lucky you are. How wanted you are. How good you are.

I don't like to be reminded how unlucky I am. How unwanted I am. How bad I am.

This sort of contrasting comparison that I hate. 

So just leave me alone.

Do not pitying me. I have been walking my fate and will keep on walking. You were just a dot in my path that I flicked when I moved on.

And I am moving on.

You know what my favorite thought is? That you don't have that power over me.

I'm a dreamer, I am a nomad, I am a traveler. And you're just a dot in my path.

No posting in February

So..here I am. After all that happened in February, I did not write anything. I almost forget that I have this blog indeed. Trouble with sleeping, heavy workload, and so many distractions hampered me from writing and reflecting. Less reflecting. That is a sign of no good things. Reflecting and praying come in a package. Secluding one's self out of this material world and move into immaterial world. Less reflecting, less writing, less praying. That is exactly what I did in February. Which explains why I visited this blog no more in February.