Foolish Game

What sort of game have I been playing?
Not sure
Been trying to not playing game
But there's no way out
Feels like at each attempt
to get into the cave of yours
I hit the same wall
And no echoes in it
No signs of a living human being
The silence is shivering
I am into a dead cave

The dreams are kept
But for what?
We didn't realize
That we're going nowhere
We move nowhere
We stay the same
We're in point zero
There's no movement
I read it, you wrote it

I will not beg
I care
I need
I want to care
But if the other door is closed all the time..
I'm not sure

I might knock
And knock
And knock
But if there is no reply..
I might care
But I will not beg